Not Quite

We agreed to continue to contact each other on the condition that neither of us expresses any form of feelings towards each other. So far, we've succeeded in doing so, but things feel strange. I miss the intimacy. There's coldness where the intimacy used to be. This is what I wanted, right? Why am I having such a difficult time adjusting to it?

Please don't do this to yourself. Classes start again in a week. You mustn't do this.

True happiness is born inside of you. You shouldn't rely on some external factor to bring it to you. Find ways to be happy without attaching happiness to an outside factor.